Schools being okay this days . Nothing special happen . Didnt blog for days . Today had soccer match afterschool . Before that , classes were okay as per normal and DM chatted with me for one whole period talking about my life and what i wanna be in the future . Afterthat soccer match was okay , i was hit at the leg and face alittle . lucky it didnt hurt badly . but still it force me to stop running fast . scored a goal anyway . score was 5-4 . we won . last minute win . afterthat straight away headed home . slacked , ate at fork and spoon with bby . ate laksa . then homed and slack till 10plus and sended bby home . homed now .
: i don't know whats wrong with me today . getting jealous over somethings . i miss my old days . i hate it when i see people haven outings , birthdays and gathering with their family . for years , all i ever had was being with my friends . thats all i knew . its been more than 4 years , i didnt have a proper family outing , i didnt have a proper birthday for myself , i didnt celebrated my sisters nor mum and dads birthday even when i wanted too . i really wish i could go back in time . but what for ? isnt there any place where i can call home ? things are tough now . all i have is to tolerate and think of other things )':
" crying is wasteful , fighting is useless all i have to do is get over "
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