Friendship?

Getting more sick as the days go by , have not suffer enough , what in the fuck happen to me? after quitting my job , i was jobless, meant primary schools and played soccer , got punched , went to lan with new friends got stab in the back by someone closed . it hurts alot to undergo this . but well , its life . there's sure to be ups and downs . where's my up's? dun even see them . starting to give up on everything . losing hope and i couldn't care less . haha . life's a joke . have fun while it stocks last