Saturday, March 13, 2010
Say it out !
Do you know that i like you since i known you ? its very heartbreaking when i see you liking other people in the first place . But wtf ? i dun give a damn sia , i still continue to like you . But evensince then , i just promise myself to always make you happy in someways. But i felt like i was an extra , you were busy liking someone else while i was there just msging till i don't know what to say . I cheered you up when you're down , i make you happy when you're sad . But when im angry or sad or moody , i kept it to myself and ignoring all that just to talk to you in a happy manner . Why i did this? its becauuse i wanted you badly but i couldnt get it . But when i started thinking that i could just be a friend to you and move on , you said all this stuffs . Aiyo , because of this i got really bad headaches , until now it keeps coming , seeing you sad and talk to me in a very ignoring manner makes me want to bang my head on the wall. You said in ur fb that you would rather not know me now and hate me . What for? didnt we share alot of memories together ? Do you know how happy i was talking to you ? i guess you didnt right? you know that you really meant something to me ! now i never get to say those 5,6 or 7 words to you before i sleep ! wth sia! i dunno what i should do , i wanna change , i wanna make a difference but i cant ! i dun have the guts!
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i didnt know how you feel but after i saw what you write . i finally understand everything . i thanks you for all you did for me for the past few weeks or 1month . sorry for telling you all those rubbish and causes you to have bad headaches .we have lots of memories talking together & im really happy about that . you didnt make me sad or whatever . im in the fault for everything , im the one that started thinking about negative stuff & telling you all the rubbish . but i already decide to let go , i just need time to forget about it thats why im giving you this kind of attitute , sorry . if i dont ignore you , i wont get over it right .we will still talk as per normal when i forget everything k . maybe this will be the right choice , friends still right ?(:
ReplyDelete. i don't want you to ignore me but if this is what you need to do then do it . i wont force you or what its your decision . I miss talking to you . i swear i miss the happy moments . i miss everything . i want it back , but nvm . (:
ReplyDeletealright , talk to me when you online then (:
ReplyDeleteNah , I,m gonna give you space
ReplyDeleteim okay already (:
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